Sunday, January 17, 2016
I have these two mirrors in my bathroom. On the bottom of them in glittery don't says "Dream big" and "be happy".
I've lost track of my dreams. I stopped writing. I stopped sharing my words which is the only thing I want to do.
So I'm going to write again. And I know someone out there is reading it. After all there have been over 46k page views. So hopefully I am being at least a little bit entertaining.
I guess to some people writing a blog isn't really dreaming big. But it's big enough for me. For the moment at least.
Now to work on being happy. Which is not an easy task. Not least because I am an absolute dick to myself. I've shut myself off from the world for long enough now. I've let depression get the better of me, again.
First step doctors. Now I really don't give a fuck if people view medication as the wrong way treat mental illness. For me it's right. And for all those who are anti-meds. Try not taking paracetamol next time you have a headache and let me know how you get on.
I'm not quite sure what the second step is but I'll work on that. I'd be interested if anyone wants to share their thoughts on what it could be.